I realy didn’t want to have blog like this, but - I feel like a worthless shit and i have to write it down.
I can’t stand it. I can’t make it. It’s like… everything (except one thing*) in my life suck. And the worst thing is that I cannot do anything with the most important parts of my life. God decided, and I can’t agree with his will any longer. I’m done with telling everyone “i’m fine”. I’m not. I want to stay in bed forever.
*One person, amazing boyfriend.